This is the blog of Damien Eldritch. Where I post a lot of complaining and random thoughts.
Possibly triggering. Or downright depressing.
As some of them are quite extreme, I hope you keep an open mind and whilst reading it. Most of them are opinion and are not always backed with facts.
It is not like I am a flat-earther or anti-vaxx, but I am quite pessimistic, misanthropic and even anti-natalistic.
My views are quite chaotic and choose only those that benefit me. Sounds fair?
I have mental illnesses and is on a cycle of getting slightly better and relapsing bad.
Was on debate whether or not to deleting this blog because I do not know when I am going to die and nobody is going to take care of my BS. And eventually decided to leave this on the internet.
It was not to leave a legacy because this blog is just me, complaining.
If any of my blog posts inspired you to think about something, and really think about it, it is a win for me.
It is not easy to talk about things and not sound like an asshole, or turn that conversation into an argument.
Communication is better when you are just writing. Or not communicating at all.
Wait. This was an 'about me' and I have not told you about me a lot.
I identify as a existential nihilist.
Just kidding. I identify as non binary, they/he pronouns were fine. I am also bisexual.
In terms of personality, I am quite pessimistic, don't like people, only wear the colour black and listen to heavy metal.
Black Sabbath, Children of Bodom, Type O Negative, Theater of Tragedy and Lacrimosa is what I listen to most often.
Revo is the only Japanese artist that I listen to religiously. Otherwise I did know anime and vocaloid kind of 'otaku' stuff, but was not very into it.
Did cosplay for 11 years though.
Favourite writer is Edgar Allan Poe, favourite philosopher is Arthur Schopenhauer, favourite movie is Pan's Labyrinth.
I do look like a typical goth, with all black clothes, dyed hair and lots of piercings.
The games I play were Mabinogi (Taiwan server) and CoC (TRPG).
Was not into fandom and stuff, although I did write fanfic in my other blog. My other blogs were in Chinese.
I am a vegetarian. To me it is just a widely excepted preference on food, I am not very into the whole animal cruelty thing because it came across as preachy.
When available, I do prefer vegan and cruelty free. The reason being 'why the hell not'.
One of those things I am actually good at is making hand dripped coffee. I like beans that are not sour, but balanced or full-bodied. I hate to have milk in coffee, it ruins the texture and flavour. Sugar is fine but I won't do that myself.
And I do drink tea. Lots of it, in fact. My preference being black tea.
I am also into fragrances. I have quite a few from BPAL, Lush, and Penhaligon's. There is too many of them, it is hard to pick a 'signature' scent. Probably Marquis de Sade from ELdO, The Bug from Lush, and King Cobra from BPAL.
In general my preferences lean towards oriental, resinous, and green scents.
Also I live with four cats, our family pets.
Thank you. For reading through all this shit.
