2 JUNE 2020

Starting from 30th May, of which a handwritten post was posted instead because I was unwell.

Now that I have recovered (partially) I shall explain what happened. Happiness is the best based on others' suffering, I know.

At first I suspected a food allergy, yet symptoms lasted days. Mainly vomiting, nausea, headache, unable to regulate body temperature which resulted in unpleasant sweating and or shivering.

I had no appetite, yet the physical part of me opposed upon my decision of having soy milk, water and coffee.

I eat, and vomit. Or be more sick than before. Simple as that.

At the time being I suspected a sun stroke (it was like 33 degrees indoors), tried to not stay dehydrated by having room temperature water, did not work, well must as well have some ice put in it. Huge mistake. That I do not feel the urge to vomit, knock myself out to relief from the headache and nausea, I had ice cold guts, fr hours. Which happened every time I had cold water.

After two days of that nonsense, I finally slept, for an entire day. That's where I am now.

Still not feeling well, but better, somehow.

In the time of being sick, my mother suggested to monitor my blood pressure and to see the doctor for my eye.

My EYE. yes. That happened, too.

The chemicals in the cleaner used on windows (hardware windows) was suspected to have affected me as the entire household had the same diet and I was the only one unwell.



As you may have noticed, some of my journals are encrypted. I expect the reader to figure what method was used at the first glance.

After the text is decrypted, the clue to decrypt it is the other message encrypted in another method, that, can be deciphered right away.

You may find the content pretty 0302 0403.



Scent of the day: Theodosius, the Legerdemain

Finally I have placed an order for this because I have ran out of it long ago.

Due to the COVID-19 pandemic, and BPAL being located in California, they are on social distancing and whatnot. Limited editions that are usually out for a limited time (Yules, Lupers etc), were made available as long as the Lab have it in stock.

BPAL is hands down my favourite perfume house. They are vegan (excluding honey-based products and CO2 Butter Extract as stated here) and cruelty free.

They offer a huge catalogue of oils, which is kind of a pain to browse for new customers.

Some of them are pretty similar and hit or miss, but most of the time they satisfy the need for niche and unique.

One thing to keep in mind is that the oils need time to settle down, and may perform very differently aged.

Let me give you a love it or hate it list: Malediction, Belladonna, Brimstone, Bloodlust, Dracul, Faustus, Samhainophobia (Halloween limited edition)

These are not your vanilla everyday fragrance. They are quite intense. If you just want a taste of BPAL, grab an imp pack.



Track of the day: Slash - Anastasia

Yet another song with the title Anastasia but just as good in my opinion. It turned one of my colleague into a Slash fan.

Speaking of which I have failed to turn my colleagues into Marty fans after all those blasting Dragon's Kiss at work.

He was what made me jumped when I was looking up Sound Horizon before I was into it. I was pretty offended when commenters made fun of his guitar face in Bravely Default concert. whatever.